GIRL / NIGHTMARE !

i'm the reincarnation

❛❛  look at me. for once in your entire life. look at me, and see the fangs in my smile. because i was never soft, like you thought. all this time, i was a wolf and you tried to imagine me into a sheep.

of virgin-fucking-mary!

indie & selective

katherine
krueger

from the ANOES franchise
canon divergent
headcanon based


written by lenny
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random headcanon time  !!!

tw :  self harm ,  body image , mental disorders … animal abuse / death - i think that’s about it but just in case ,   don’t peek if you’re easily triggered .

  • tends to showers on her nightgown / pj’s ,    sometimes sleeps with them wet or falls asleep in the bathtub .
  • while her evening / night wear is mostly gothic - casual  (   lots of black , stockings , chokers )   her sleep time is deemed sacred to her and she’ll only wear white before bed time .  she believes it makes it easier to have nice dreams and escape her nightmares .
  • she loves roses ,  but mostly because she likes pricking her fingers on the thorns .   her actual  favorite flowers are sunflowers because it reminds her of her mother + it’s the only thing she could make actually grow as a child - everything else would wither and die .
  • she’s had a bad history with pets - both her own and her neighbors .   though , nothing’s been proven .   they sure seem to go missing a lot .    when she was six she cut her goldfish in half with scissors because deemed herself unfit to care for anything other than herself and they weren’t entertaining anymore .
  • she’s malnourished therefore bruises very easily ,   and has a severe vitamin b & d deficiency .
  • she started self - harming when she was thirteen years old - not out of depression ,   although yes ,  some bottled feelings of not fitting in with others and having to pretend were present ,  it was mostly about the sensation it gave her of full control and how it’s slowly made her weak body more resilient to pain ,   but i wouldn’t say it’s far fetched to assume it derives from some sexual pleasure of self-inflicted pain .
  • she takes very good care not scar her flesh permanently with lotions and ointments ,  but on occasion (  when the cut is too deep  )   it leaves small ,  faint traces that she can easily cover up with makeup .
  • she’s never cut her hair .   having it trimmed in the hairdresser alone was a struggle because she does not like the sensation of someone holding anything sharp behind her ,   and she has an unusual fondness for long hair .
  • she hates and loves dolls all at once ,  and used to collect them only to destroy them ,  rip them apart limb by limb to create something else .  she still has some dolls but this habit is mostly gone .
  • she’s a pyromaniac .  probably a disorder that bloomed upon leaning of her father’s death  .   she likes to play with matches ,  and melt things in general .  she also seems fascinated by watching flames .
  • she suffers from insomnia ,   and sometimes has been known to sleepwalk .  she’s refused to take any meds to that .
  • her addiction to pills started with hypnocill ,   but once she decided to stop taking it ,  it was replaced by other more common / non medicinal drugs .
  • she’s a smoker -  but not an addict ,   she literally does it to kill time or for the aesthetics of it .  she’s dumb
  • she’s never been on a date or intimate with neither a girl or a boy /  but rather focuses her time on using her charm to getting her what she needs / wants as opposed of giving up control .   
  • she has a knife collection that amounts to over 50 different sorts of blades .   it’s both a morbid fascination and a hobby of hers to collect it .
  • her voice reference would be close to ( x ) .  after 23′s (  verse - dependent )  her voice’s gotten a bit deeper ,   but it’s just about the same .
  • she has a habit of wearing red lipstick because she   loves   the design of her lips ,   but she hates the feeling of gloss and will often use matte .
  • she cannot for the life of her run in high heels .  or wear high heels for that matter   -    she has trouble running as it is ,  and trips very often over the smallest things .   she has a bad sense of direction .
  • she’s an excellent chess player ,   very observant  &   withdrawn .   doesn’t know how to play poker ,   but would likely make a good player due to her lack of emotion in general .   she hates losing at games  -   and it is not uncommon for her to throw a tantrum if she does .
  • she likes to draw …………. not very good at it though .   can’t play any instruments either .
  • um… more useless headcanons to be added  stay tunned .
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