GIRL / NIGHTMARE !

i'm the reincarnation

❛❛  look at me. for once in your entire life. look at me, and see the fangs in my smile. because i was never soft, like you thought. all this time, i was a wolf and you tried to imagine me into a sheep.

of virgin-fucking-mary!

indie & selective

katherine
krueger

from the ANOES franchise
canon divergent
headcanon based


written by lenny
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insomniiiac:

    how does the dreamworld affects you  ?      this is a headcanon i’ve been meaning to write for awhile ,   but never got around to write it down   —   so let me start by explaining what i mean by that :   obviously nothing but the soul / spirit of the dead live in there ,   alongside with demons  &   possibly other nasty things hiding in the darkness .   clearly this is   not   a place meant for the living ,   souls with a body are not meant to dwell in the darkness ,   and choosing to stay longer than a couple minutes will have   physical   &   psychological consequences  .    now ,   keep in mind   -    all things that exist in there are seeking to   leech life   from anything they can get their grabby hands on  .   being a bright beacon in a sea of darkness has its cost  .   you will become physically weaker the longer you stay in this place  ,    you might suffer dehydration ,    malnutrition  ,  etc .    you won’t   feel it   while you’re there ,   that’s the thing   -  so you might not even   realize   what’s happening ,   especially due to time itself being distorted in this place  you might think you’re there for an hour when in fact it’s been days  .   or you might feel as though it’s been days when in fact no more than half an hour has passed    often ,    those who venture too further into the dreamworld  ,   being lucky enough not to bump into something that wants to eat them ,   will fall into a state of comatose ,   and can only be pulled back by   “travelers”   /   those who possess the rare ability to travel freely between open breaches of this world  &    gain access to someone else’s psych ,   thus being able to track down their spirit  (  who’s become lost  )   help them find their way back to their body .    in extreme cases ,   staying too long might even cause you to die of starvation or organ failure .   yes ,    the dreamworld drains your body ,    but it doesn’t stop there .    the more time you spend there  ,   the less you remember of the real world .   your memories ,   your loved ones  /   it intensifies your wishes and fears ,   leaving everything else foggy in your mind .  you lose sense of who you are ,  what you are , and everything in between  -   you start to lose your sanity  ,   becomes capable of things you’d otherwise deem abhorrent  ,   but as this place that does not follow the laws of morals  or  decency  or logic established by “reality”  ,  horrible things might start to feel only natural to you  .   the longer you stay ,   the deeper it roots into your psych ,   and even if you’re able to return before death finally claims your spirit once and for all ,   there are no guarantees you’ll go back to be who you once were .   some things can’t ever be recovered ,  undone ,  or unseen .   some things stay with you ,  even long after you leave .

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